The North Sea

4on4off:

I brought my camera with me to Aberdeen. I’m going to go down to the harbour and try get some good photos.

Ships are cool ok.

All you’ll get in our harbour is a sketchy handy from a dodgy prostitute! 

Swiss

So what I guess I’m trying to say to you is to say “Oh save me”, ‘cause there’s this thing I’m about to do, and I don’t know, we might not get through. For every word I’m going to say, I’ll always love you, either way, I’m just so scared to sleep alone or move on without you.

But I can’t be your everything ‘cause I’m nothing. Like, I’m sometimes, but not that often, and if your whole world stopped to spin, I couldn’t change a goddamn thing. So we both drink, because we’re afraid to say the things we wish we’d say. But you can’t afford to think like that so you cry, ‘cause you don’t feel like that and you’re a bad liar and I can’t act and all the things we share, they don’t change the fact. But you could, but you’re not here. 

So what I guess I’m trying to say to you is to say “Don’t leave me.” ‘cause there’s this thing I’m about to do, and I don’t know, we might not get through. For every word I’m going to say, I’ll always love you, either way, I’m just so scared to sleep alone or move on without you.

Til it’s just you and I, all these sleepless nights in your bedroom. So be the rod for my back, with lungs as black as the fact that I’m not you… So there’s this posthumous, “I’m not in love.”, from your broken heart, it’s these staggered words…

If we all retire in the sun, and mean nothing to anyone, don’t ever leave me on my own, I’d give up without you.